and now i realize that i know the system and also see that i've known how to do it for quite some time. all that's left for me to do now is develop confidence in using it and also discipline to do pring more often to really let this thing take hold and really gel.
this system really is invisible. it's very easy to think it's not working for you when in fact it is.
i am learning a lot about myself, so much in fact that i spend more time not reading to absorb the information than i do reading! maybe that's why it took me so long to realize i knew the system.