youngprer, I can relate to some of what you're said. I remember my last year of college going through similar experiences. In retrospect, I think my brain was expanding so quickly to the large amounts of learning and expanded experiences I was encountering that it sort of left my behind sometimes. I read J-P Sartre's Nausea and he seems to have captured much of what I felt in his main character.
I also rember writing several words over and over and over because they were fascinating and wrong and weird. I couldn't write "of" with out cringing because part of me KNEW is should have been "ove".
Also, never discount the powers of hormones, your brain, changing body needs and sleep needs. If you are an adolescent, you need almost as much sleep as a new born. And, your brain is weeding out the neural pathways it finds unused or redundant - you're opperating on a whole new system in there. And it sounds like you're giving your brain a good challenge in finding redundant neruons.
Good for you in finding ways to stabalize your experiences of the world. I had a baby 2 years ago and found I went through a whole new set of reality altering expeinces not unlike what you're describing, but related to this tiny, wonderful vulnerable being in my care.
