Thanks, Alex!!
Your wellwritten reply got me out of that pool of confusion and complications that I had jumped into.
I had a great study-session today:
By using the statements you suggested to me, I finally felt confident while studying, and by formulating my goals in a good way, I never lost sight of *why* I am putting myself through all this!!
You are a great inspiration to me in this forum; you seem to know what I am asking about, even when I donīt. 
But it is fun to read all the posts here. I am looking forward to passing my exams this term. And when I am done, I will participate more often, because you guys give me so many ideas!!
