I've revised my stance after PhotoReading and partially activating "Jesus Among the Other Gods." Because I had a certain investment in prooving that PhotoReading was "safe," I ignored "NOPS" and did my best to dismiss my feelings of disgust that the experience invoked. Because I didn't acknowledge this at a conscious level, or even attempt to find out exactly what it was within the text that disgusted me, the emotion festered within me, and turned inward. I became openly hostile as the night waxed on.
[This message has been edited by Kaiden (edited January 05, 2003).]
