i havent finished yet, but i know confusion and frustration (
). they use to be my best friends. now the police are after me for murder (
).
you need to let them go, they cant help you. another way to think of it is this; have you ever [this is probably a yes] done or said something you later found out was stupid? say you thought you had something funny to say, and when you tried to tell someone A. they didnt care and B. you felt stupid just saying it because it wasnt' funny anyways. after that maybe you felt like a loser and was kicking yourself in the "axe" because of it. perhaps the next time you saw these people you remembered and were embarressed or just felt stupid. that feeling stupid because of something you did before never helps you, it just makes you that way. its the same with thinking you cant do something or photoreading cant work for you; it makes it true. photoreading can work for you, and if you play with it, smile, even tell people about it like you're sure it can work, you'll believe it yourself, and do just fine. [hey telling other people about my 1 success in the dictionary game and how sweet it'll be has helped me kill frustration the last few days.
dont get discouraged, you'll do fine
andrew/agent orange [oh no the cops are back, entering disguise mode 
]
[This message has been edited by Agent_Orange (edited February 04, 2003).]
