Ok, long story, and to those who will bear with me, big thanks in advance. I think it wise to start in the beginning... 'diagnosed' with ADD in 3rd grade.. 4th grade, difficulty learning division, excellent reader, interested in learning new things, read hundreds of books 4th and 5th grade on scientific stuff (electricity, black holes, everything). had trouble paying attention in class, found the work boring (yes, i really DO know how to read, yes i kno everyone else is still at the 2nd grade level, can i learn something new yet??) Got to Middle School 6-8th grade, became the "geek" and "nerd", got made fun of daily, ppl ****ed on shoes in bathroom (still digusting to remember), ect. quit learning new things because it is 'nerdy' still got made fun of. completely stopped paying attention in class, grades went straight to u kno where. Only reason i didn't flunk was because of high test grades. continued recieving taunts until 10th or 11th grade when ppl said, "OMG he must be a genius or something" i sez screw u all, i remember what u said b-4. Got a 31 on ACT test, graduated 23 in class :P with a 3.2 or something. Just arrived here at Oklahoma State Uni, 1st semester got a 0.66 (yes, u can get less than a 1.0 ) May lose scholarships (need a 3.7 to keep any) and possible academic suspension. STILL unable to do coursework, and not doing nearly as well on tests (last trig test got a 84, needed a 'A') Horrible procrastinator, just started up a written schedule (after walking into my 7:30am trig class to discover it was a test day, probably made a C on that test)I have the PR book and tapes a friend gave me, but havent got past dictionary test due to (you guessed it) procrastinating. I think i have a fear of doing coursework because every time i sit down to do it i get hungry (gained 30 lbs last semester!!!), get a headache, really tired, even sick to my stomach to the point of going to the restroom for 30 mins at a time. I come here because if i don't fix this REALLY REALLY FAST my college education will be offically over. Any help will be GREATLY appreciated!!!
