You guys--especially AnOtherNOOb and Kaiden--should check out L'Abri, a place where people honest questions are really answered and problems are really dealt with, while you stay in a cabin. It is only $20 a day, and they have places in the U.S., and other countries--check www.labri.com

Also, Kaiden especially, read some of Francis Schaeffer's works--careful some of the stuff you really have to digest. He has many good books. I'd start with "The God Who is There" or "He is there and not silent".