hiya kenji,
I like what you are setting out to do. I also am working on restructuring my past--48yrs worth. I plan on getting the paraliminal tape--New History Genrerator, from LSC. It seems to fit the bill for subcocious restructuring. I shall have it probably in mid April. I will post you on it when I have first hand experience with it. Have you checked it out yet yourself? Just a positive note to your endeveaor, "go for it."
iamog
