Thanks Alex, that was the kind of response I was after.I suppose, like you say, I need to get out of the way more and see what happens.I think at the moment I'm looking all the time waiting for it to happen and getting annoyed if I don't see instane results.I'm going to really change my attitude and really let go and see what happens.I actually have 10 months left, not 5 like I sai(sorry, my error), however I'm still quite far behind.
I'm also going to do what Youngprer said and just change how I feel.I've kind of gone off the rails recently and been stressing out.I'm going to see what happens and not stress at all, no matter what happens and then just see what happens, afterall it's up to me how I feel, I just have to get in control of my feelings as well as let my inner mind do the work.
Thanks a lot for your advice!