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Originally posted by hkably:
youngprer, I can think for survival, but not to learn!
If I try to see things clearly, I can't. In other words, My brain's RAM memory or maybe the "Processor" is not working very well.
Your brain is constantly working, whether you think that or not. Believe it or not, you may be trying to think about something consciously, but unconsciously, you've already prevented yourself from thinking about it. If there is physical pain, yes, I agree, see a doctor.
Even if all you can think about is survival, part of survival is learning. 
(Survival is all we used to ever think about for a long time, you know. Whether it be thousands of years when you're thinking about evolution, or even if it was just about three or four thousand years before recorded history. So it would maybe make sense that maybe while you love intelligence constantly, some part of you is thinking: "ah, screw it! I'm alive, aren't I? That's all that matters! Let me have fun!" (Believe me, there's more of me that's been doing that lately than I originally thought.)
You might also try the Brain Gym exercises, but I'm not familiar with them. Someone else has surely learned them on this forum, and that's a book I'll have to look into.
-youngprer
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