I think it comes down to being really clear on what your purpose is and what is it exactly that you want to get from this book. You really have to tell your conscious mind what you want to get or learn from the book. That is why your purpose is so crucial. If you do not know what your purpose is for the book your conscious mind will not know what to look for. If you tell your conscious mind exactly what you want you greatly increase the odds of achieving your goal. Do a search on Iam2. He had a really great post awhile back on purpose. In my opinion meditation is wonderful but it sounds like you really need to focus on what your purpose is. I think that is why people have a problem with photoreading they have no idea what their purpose is or what they want to get from the book and purpose is crucial to the photoreading whole mind system. sincerely, photoread4me.