Brain, I got tired of all "your talking". You're as bad as me if you think I'm bad.

I'm not lazy Brian. I actually edited my first message because I saw you weren't getting what I meant. I meant that I'm motivated by dissatisfaction, and not dissatisfied being motivated, there's a difference. The fact is I'm motivated, very motivated, but I would like to be motivated from bliss and not dissatisfaction.

In fact I've been so motivated in the past I've actually burnt myself out from over work.

Brain you haven't the slightest notion of where I'm coming from!!