That could be the longest run-on sentence I've ever seen. I'm going to consult Guinness and get you some kind of award
zak, you've written your plead in a manner in which you could answer yourself. You know you have already taken the first steps towards mastering the PR technology, so stop fussing to yourself about what's holding you back, but rather realize that you are doing everything as you should be. No results? Well just keep practicing the techniques, over and over. I promise it will arrive and with a torrential down pour! You are what you think you are, and if you not only take my word for it, but also understand that you are making progress towards your goal, you will indefinately arrive at your destination.
So cheer up, put a smile on your face, and inbetween your practice sessions with Activation (hardest part so dont stress yourself bro, just keep doing it), start writing up some goals that you can apply to your life when you have the PR skills mastered.
It is only a matter of time. So if that is a given, stop worrying about it, because time works for you.
