Phew! 2 years... Yet I can totally relate to that. It's absolutely enigmatic as to why it seems to be so difficult for us to simply follow a series of steps as-given! Fortunately, for me it's only taken two months instead of years...I'm activating at least twice a day now in order to use my WHOLE mind!
Yeesh. Maybe it would have been more obvious if I had invested the extra two hundred dollars on the tapes!?
Oh well. The hardest part is certainly over hehe. Now, practice, practice, practice. Yes, I must use that word. Because otherwise I might not get to it 
Glad you're having success, fritz.
-Cameron