I've been using Natural Brilliance to break through my stuck-state on the size issue. I was eating dinner while listening to a book on tape about a thin man who really loves food. This man is the archetype of a Libra with a Scorpio second-sign, just like I've been pegged as by the last astrologer I spoke with. (I wanted the wall-chart). As I was eating dinner, I slowed way down and savored every morsel, taking smaller and smaller bites to enjoy more fully what I was eating. I realized that at the other end of my stuck state wasn't some anorexic who ate boring and tasteless food, but rather a man of refined tastes who enjoys only the finest things in life.
I was thinking about modling him earlier, because Natural Brilliance took away my excuses to doing a job I never thought I could do - I'm going to be a teacher and earn my masters degree while teaching. As I found myself curious about just how much of his behavior I could add to my own before running into a stop sign, I just noticed my behavior was emulating his own.
