Well, the grades came out for my first semester.
Literature&Movie 65
Economic 27
Accounting 30
Calculus 8
Pratical Law 30
Spanish 56
Word Processing 88
I failed five courses out of seven, so right down the dark pit of emotions here. I know I should pick up those books but I never did. It has been almost a year since I came to know LSC and I haven't really use this resources well enough to gain any benefits for myself. I know I know I shouldn't be beating up myself over this but is just that the consequence that follows up overwhelms me. How do I overcome anxiety and fear? I know I can "choose" but...how~~!