Kimax,
I know that you haven't really started even learning photoreading let alone applying it. Having been in contact with you for some time now, I can understand your frustration, cramming style learning went against your nature. Like I've said, you need to set yourself realistic goals. I know you've been aiming for 90s but you have to crawl before you can walk and you have to find the learning style that works for you.
Drop me a line on MSN I think I know how we can work through the fear and anxiety. Be prepared to be there for about 30 minute.
Hang in there you can turn it around.
Alex
