Kimax2000; "I know i should have picked up those books but i never did". The fear is a major distraction. You have too many things (studying in school and excelling)to be concerned with.
I think a good place to start with is affirmations. What the mind can conceive can be achieved.
Some affirmations.
I can learn anything i want.
I am a powerful learner.
I learn easily and quickly.
Kimax; write down some study goals for yourself. Divide the studying you have to do in reasonable chunks. Study for 20 minutes take a five minute break.Repeat the cycle. After 90 minutes take a 15 break.
Kimax; you got some feedback from your grades. This does not mean you can't learn or you are not smart.What this means is that the current approach you are taking to school is not working and it is time to change it. Use this experience and learn from it and let this be a pivotal time in your life where you turn it around for good.
Looking forward to hearing from you with good news of excellent grades in the near future.
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