You might want to read some books on the subject. As far as I know, if it's going to happen it will, if it isn't meant to happen, it won't. There's really no solid Western theory on how this phenomenon works, as it's different for everyone. If you're ready for intense pressures in your skull and high pitched noizes and possible paranoia bothering you at night, go ahead and tread down this path. It's not for everyone. In the long run it'll be worth it, but along the way you might begin to understand the concept of having to die to be born again on a whole new level. We're dealing with high voltage power, baby! Find a qualified Kundalini Yoga teacher in your area, don't try this on your own.