Forgive i hope this doesn't sound stupid i'm just trying to help. Do they have public libraries in Holland? If they do you could go there & get a non-fiction book with no consequences or deadlines or penalties attached to it.
Other options; bookstores maybe you can buy a nonfiction book there something that interests you but there is nothing at stake with the book.
Last but not least. Family members & friends. Perhaps they might have a non-fiction book you could borrow from them to try Photoreading on.
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