Thanks to everyone who read and answered. I feel charged enough to place my thoughts of restarting photoreading into action. I hope though I have the drive and concentration yet as you guys have mention to remain clam and playful. It tough as it is understanding at times what i'm talking about, but I'm willing to do it. As you can tell from my self-critical views of my abilities, I lack self-confidence, but I won't let that get in my way.