Thank you all!!!!!!!!!!
I've made it!!!!!!
I think, I was a bit too analytical.I've been struggling a lot and I couldn't make it,but one day happened a miracle and I was able to do it In the beginnings it was very hard for me,but now it's easy to do.
Now,I really have a wider field of vision and have the great feeling,which is the same as it was in my childhood and now I'm able to think in pictures.But the best is that I have new ideas (brainstorms),feel creative and have fantasy!!!
So all in one I'M REALLY HAPPY!!!