Haha...maybe there's too many steps to remember. If you understand what's going on, you'll feel more confident in the system and on tweaking the system to make it more comfortable for oneself.
I experience these problems too. I think it's because I seek the experience again. We are so excited that we did it once, and try to hard to bring that same experience back, but every experience is different.
It's very tempting for me to try to absorb the words consciously, which probably helps to some degree, but I have trouble letting go. But in either case, the result of photoreading makes my mind clearer for some reason. I find myself much more creative, and spontaneous, especially in conversations.
