I agree with Margaret, your pursuit of perfection is an unrealistic and dangerous goal. I noticed that most people, not all, suggested trying to conjure up the ideal woman, focusing on physical, more or less superficial attributes. Try to decide what your priorities are. Some people focus on physical beauty when looking for a partner, whatever that may be to them, and others live their lives with a more spiritual focus. It's up to us to decide what will make us happy. When listening to Prosperity, your goal could be to allow wonderful, generous, and loving people into your life. Then perhaps you'll find that wonderful person you're looking for.