It's all the same to me...Then you haven't experimented enough. Try doing the 'Awakened Mind' meditation on the bwgen. See how you feel immediately after rising. Life FEELS different. Report back. Describe how it feels just to walk around. Describe what it's like to open a door or to reach for a light switch or to speak. Most importantly, describe your breathing. Is it you breathing? Or is the Universe breathing you? Then you may begin to discern what I'm talking about.
