I'm having problems with the "release" part, due to an overwheling self-hatred. Just yesterday, I was actually yelling at the "Being" tape for being so dishonest as to call me a good or worthy person. I have a lot of guilt and anger at myself for things I've done. I keep trying to tell myself that I was doing the best my current level of awareness allowed, and that I am clearly in the present moment now with the chance to create the destiny I desire. However, I'm not buying it.
Speaking of buying it, my live-in girlfriend was fired today. Do feel free to mention tapes, though, as I have a small-but-sincere collection of 'em.
