My answer is really based on your
testing w/ forms. To me this says you have not been assiduously practicing QiGong for any length of time.
Therefore it says that you have a lot of free-floating energy that you can't control. Say a child sits down to the piano for the first time & starts to just play nicely. That's a child w/ talent, raw talent to be developed.
I think someone like Master Chunyi Lin could do stuff like that w/ his energy, but he chooses to heal people instead.
Maybe you are a natural born healer.
