Tell us how you reaLLy feeL!
Once I had this session where I was meeting a powerful healer to help me experience something. I anticipated the encounter and had high expectations. I felt nothinG. I remembered the technique and method he used, and repeatly did it to 'myself', for a few wks afterwards. Again, nothinG. One time after I made the effort again, nothing happened, and I went to clean up. I was taking a warm shower, relaxing, and booM. I had a fullblown encounter with what I was supposed to be experiencing during all this effort, and, the initial meeting with this powerful healer.
Hang with it. It might be different than how you are "expecting" it.