A major reason why I got into paraliminals was the hope that they would help me bypass what seem to be walls in my mind that inhibit my thinking, social skills, etc. I have Self-Esteem and Memory Supercharger, among numerous others. I get frustrated when I try to explain myself, or anything for that matter, because it feels like there's no energy in my brain to support such a process. Maybe I don't have enough dendrites
? I just feel estranged from myself and can't seem to get in touch with me again. Just the thought of trying to open up or express myself causes strain, which seem to equal headaches. And I can't seem to remember things well or anything. I can sit through a class, understand what a teacher is talking about but can't recite any of it while having a conversation. Could it be that all this is related to depression? Has anyone experienced anything like this? If so, how did you deal with it? I don't know if I explained myself right but that seems to be the problem. Thanks in advance for any replies or advice.
