Hello, C Taylor ~
I had trouble finding your word until I realized that you meant, I think, cyclothymia. As someone who has been on Wellbutrin and the like on and off for years now, I can say that there is more to depression than just feeling down. I grew up feeling this way all my life (I am an only child) as a highly sensitive person trying to cope with an alcoholic mother and ineffectual father, and also living overseas in various countries (which I loved). But I know they did the best they could - it just wasn't very good. And I grew up "knowing" at the time that it was all my fault.
I tried again to get off the medication here a few weeks ago and this time to bring myself down gradually, but again, within a week of not taking the full amount every day, I was feeling so ill I could hardly move. Not "feeling bad" but a whole body illness. I do some of Master Lin's Qigong (wonderful!) - along with PL tapes from here. And work with some courses. This has all greatly helped my state of mind. And body pain. But as for "clinical depression," no it hasn't changed the medication my doctor prescribed. At least not yet. This perscription runs out in 3 months and I intend to be done with it by that time.
People think that being depressed means being sad, not laughing much, looking and feeling totally out of sorts. Not necessarily so - it can also be a chemical imbalance in the brain, and most days people can appear to be just fine. This is what I have, and so it leads to the usual manifestations of "feeling lethargic" for days on end, then feeling fine again. I have so many more good days all in a row than I did before coming across various philosophy books and courses, and then the programs here at LSC two years ago. But programs are only as worthy as you make them; they don't "do" anything by themselves.
SO, I have rambled enough. I had just wanted to tell you that "taking meds" isn't necessarily bad. I HATE taking pills. Yet when we talk about imbalances sometimes artificial means helps until we can get a handle on the underlying causes. Now that I have a newly aquired grasp on my emotional and philosophical needs, I am once again starting to look for alternative medication.
~hope this helps
*A* fellow traveler
PS - I don't have physical side effects from the Wellbutrin, no matter what you see in the advertisements. But there are many of these types of chemicals on the market these days; experiment with your doctor until you find the one that you can take the least amount of and still have it help with moods and physical well being. You can do it!
AND I forgot to add - do some Qigong EVERY day, one part of it or another. You will be amazed at how much it helps. 
[This message has been edited by Ann7822 (edited October 25, 2003).]