Hi all
Firstly id like to say many thanks to all who replied to my last post- this seems a very supportive forum.
I find it impossible at the moment to sense my energy within my body at the moment. the other day in my martial arts training we were sitting in a circle sending energy around that circle. I couldnt feel anything although the people either side were feeling that they were almost being burnt by the energy coming out of my hands- our hands were a few inches apart. My friend next to me sent me an extra burst when i said this and i felt a huge warm ball in my chest for a few seconds. i am now being able to sense what we call sakki ( a killing intention) from another- someone stands behind you with a wooden sword and you are sitting in seiza with eyes closed- at a random moment they strike down and if you dont move you get hit, and even on a pulled blow the sword is fairly heavy so it can do damage. the technique is done silently so it doesnt involve any conscious recognition of sounds- i generally feel an uncomfortableness in my stomach, fear or even cold energy at the back of my neck.
With all this happening i wonder why i cant feel chi gung in my body? The other thing that occurs to me is there are three of us that can do energy work- one a long term chi gung practitioner- and we are all in different ways not healthy. With all this energy work going surely there should be better health amongst us?
I look forward to your replies.
Take care
Rich
