Nacho, hi,
I can't answer that for you!
All I can say is, number one, you are self empowered, and, you have the freedom to choose what you want to do. Decide what your goals are, and what 'you' want to accomplish. I know from my own experience, that it pays to focus on something ,and excel at it. Decide what/who you want to be! A qigong master? a healer? a teacher? None of the above...One idea I reflect on in my own experience, is how things we do, or choices we make, can take us in directions we don't really want to go, versus, deciding what you want to do, then engaging with things that support that, and staying centered, and on track. 'You' should make these choices and decisions. It is good to have a clear picture of what 'you' want to do, or who you want to be. Then, focus on manifesting that. Bottom line too,,,,this is a loving universe, and, the creator does not judge us. As long as you are good person, and live that way, everything will be fine in the big picture. Your specific choices or interests within that, won't derail you if your intentions are good. We all are travelling to the same place. Some of us may get there sooner, but we all will get there, eventually.
Iam2,
We do have the power to create what we want, through our intentions. You can transform material to align with your purpose. Sometimes the existing place that comes from, or the living teacher, might not support that concept, as far as, say, changing martial information to align with a more spiritual or healing purpose. On a spiritual level, anything is possible.
love,
gallen
