Hi Crawler:
In your next sun meditation after the part when that sun has filled your heart with love energy for 10 minutes ask your Mom how she would like you to go forward. I'm sure more than anything she wants you to be happy (don't all our Moms?!). She will help you find your way and heal your heart break.
Also do not be afraid to ask for help from others. That is what we are here for to help each other. There are a lot of good people who have lost their Mom's and can help you along your path as Dianetics has explained. Healing happens in many ways.
Master Lin often says that people with a certain illness become true experts at healing others with those very same illnesses. Someday you may be a great healer of the heart (or maybe a heart surgeon!) and help someone else who has lost their Mom and you will be in the right place at just the right time to really do something special.
A big heart hug to you,
Agent B
