WebCrawler2010, I have followed this thread but haven't found the right words to share. I have shared my love for your condition but remained silent.
You can rest assured that you've done no harm coming from a place of love. Your intend and desires are a part of your message, the visualization and other techniques are just that, techniques to help transmit and shape the message. But the message remains one of love and caring.
Master Lin talks of people he can not help. It is not because he lacks for love or technique, but because he is not the only force at work. He has the knowledge and wisdom to recognize these occaisions and does what he can by offering prayers.
You are perfection.
Iam2 
