dear friend from Bangalore,
I can understand your panic about surgery. I was told that I had to have surgery for another reason and the doctor wanted to actually put me in the hospital the next day.
He is a kind and loving person but I felt in my heart that there could be an alternative solution. I found it difficult because of family pressure but decided to hold off.I have been doing other alternative things and have managed to keep the problem stable for almost a year. I am now practising Qi Gong.
By the way, I tried to write you an e,mail and it was returned. Hope everything is o.k. Try to keep seeing yourself as full of light.
I do believe that when we really can unsee the disease it not be there anymore.