Although I posted my situation retrospectively , both of your responses have given me great insight and inspiration for future endeavors. Unfortunately, I wasn't developed enough to work effectively within the environment. The physical demands, efforts to control side effects and dynamics involving other co-workers distracted me and I forgot to re-energize myself until I got home. Your responses reinforced that I need to take my practice on the road with me. Make no mistake about it: although some will benefit from it mostly due to a strong will to survive, short of death itself, chemotherapy is one of the biggest life force zappers.