Iam2,
I wanted to make sure that you knew my intentions with some of our conversations! I am not trying to shape or direct your experiences. Saying, " This is where, what you are doing should go, or is going. Or even, this is what you are experiencing", like I am an authority on it!..I am another individual coming to this place and sharing. Some of your experiences have me recalling related aspects of things I have worked on in my own self growth process. It is, of course , yours to create, and there are so many positive choices and directions to go. Aside from this more creative selfwork , I ground myself in a balanced traditional practice, like SFQ. That is essential, to any creative work, or exploration. It is another form of grounding. I know your practice is grounded in that sense.
love,
gallen