Etoile
Some thoughts that I had in response to your last post.
Do you do the exact same combination of 'practice' each time? Perhaps your body is indicating that a change is in order. My practice changes frequently so I have not been locked into any one series of excercises one specific way. I have had to modify the excercises for a sitting position because of injury. But thinking about it would probably have done so anyway as I too have *very* low BP. That said I have a question for you ... when you began your SFQ did you have trouble doing it standing?
When you speak of the 'fear' is it mental or can you physically feel fear, this may hold a clue? Either way there could be other things that you are resolving in your practice (mental, emotional, spiritual) that may need attention before your body will move forward. Sometimes paying attention to what you are dreaming will reveal what you are wrestling with too.
Personally, IMO, just me, I would really be hesitant to 'push' through something that was so strongly trying to get my attention. But I also do not subscribe to the 'no pain no gain therory', pain is there for a reason. Aches and itches ... I push, but pain I look for the reason.
Be kind to yourself!
P.S. thought ... your energy and the universal energy 'combine' together ...
[This message has been edited by marrs (edited March 08, 2005).]
