purjo, I find that all I study with respect to making myself more complete or more happy or just general what I would call better all seem to point in the same general direction. I have to admit that of all the things I learn I find them all a little short with the exception of SFQ.
I don't know what your smoke experience is like. At times I will have a significant experience of smoke. It is not related to my own SFQ practice. It is definitely not any real source of smoke. However, it is always late in the night, when I've stayed up longer than I would normally.
I do not know what it is. It is very strong and lasts a few minutes. Others do not note the smell, even if I ask them.
At times I use inscents with some meditations. My smoke experiences are somewhat like this and a bit like cigarette smoke. It's not as parfumed as inscents sometimes are. It's not as acrid as cigarette smoke is.
Just sharing something that may be similar.
You are perfection.
Iam2 