Things have started to open up. It seems that the blockage was more like above the heart, in upper chest. And it concerns more breathing, especially on the left side of the body.
What I'm wondering is: I have noticed I have a tendency to "forget to breath", like it was not important.??? I just suddenly notice a momnet when I'm not breathing and it takes extra effort to start breathing. This is really strange. Like I myself am "not breathing" but somebody else is doing the brething for me. Like I would want to be left in peace and not to breathe. Like I would like to relax and that involves "not breathing". What would it be like to breath while relaxing, relax while breathing, relax with breathing?
I've been concerned about my breathing a long time now. This is the first time I've been able to understand my situation. It seems like there is "a major conflict" inside my mind and body.
All in all, I'm very confident now. I'm confident that things will turn out well for me. It just takes some time.
[This message has been edited by purjo (edited June 09, 2005).]
