Well, you know it'll actually take quite a bit of waiting to see what good, if any, came out of that visit. Moments after leaving his office I had an escalating amount of anxiety and depressing feelings enter my body throughout the next 24 hours which eventually caused me to conjure up beliefs that everything qigong related I had worked towards during the last two years had been flushed down the toilet, and I even began to humor ideas of commiting suicide since I seem to be unable to find any happiness in my life , or if I do it gets taken away from me creating very great pain.
Eh... but we'll see what happens.
[This message has been edited by Nacho (edited December 11, 2005).]
[This message has been edited by Nacho (edited December 11, 2005).]
