Gallen
good to see you back writing again on this forum. I've missed your knowledge and caring.
Matt
I hope you keep working through your energy clearings - it may take time as Gallen says, but I'm sure that challenging as it may be, it will be worth it. Master Lin is love, purity and goodness personified - and you will only ever receive what is good for you from him in his healings.
Is there any chance you could consider surrendering your sensations, thoughts, feelings and visions (everything you want to let go) to the Universe or Master Lin or whoever you call on for guidance during your practice?
Give yourself a well-deserved break from analysing and worrying over the pain, meaning or why it's happening to you - just watch it, let it be and let it go. Don't get caught up in it.
I know that it's easier said than done, but if you could just trust that these challenges are happening as they're meant to - and understand that we don't always need to know the answers or understand why things happen the way they do - we may get through them more easily.
Keep at it and trust Master Lin - he know what he's doing!
Love
Jetay