Thank you everyone for your answers and ideas. I do feel so much better about my goals again. Most of my family don't know that I am treating them, some of them would think I had completely lost it or something, ahhh fear of the unknown. Four of them know and ring me often to treat this or that. (Most of them live 1000km from me). I am just so grateful to you all for your responses. It has been so hard all this time feeling like I had to keep everything a secret.
I really do see and understand all that you have said to me.
Thank you again
Love and Smiles
Jenny