Welcome Scorpionsbabe,
You have made the first step and believe me you will find support and love on this forum.
As a second step why not add your name to the weekly group healing session which you will find on this site.
We all have our problems and sometimes they seem so terrible and unsurmountable that you feel you can't do much - but that is only a perception.
You have come to SFQ for a reason and I am sure you will find your solution in its practice.
Very best wishes,
Love and light
Faune