Eric,
Reading your post again, it is a fantastic little miracle!
If you can accept that a success can follow a success, and you keep your belief in Life, yourself, others (Paul Scheele included) and the paraliminals, or any one of those alive, you can have one success follow another.;)
It's the belief that creates the power, the more powerful the belief the greater the result. But remember the paraliminal is a catalyst, more Life is what you're after.