Lord Shandor

Thanks for the reply. I liked the metaphor of the rocks in the goldfish bowl.

You said "My advice is to re-examine your thoughts, emotions and beliefs that are causing you problems. Very likely you are at odds with them somewhere and your brain is shouting at you to resolve it."

I find this quite hard to do to be honest, although I am aware of a certain ideology that has come to the surface quite painfully for me recently although it is an ideology that I have had for a long time. Why it has surfaced so strongly now I am unsure but I think you are right, some honest reflection should point me in the right direction.

I am going to carry on using h/s for the time being. I enjoy the experience despite the possible overwhelm.

Regards
Steve