It alright to analyze it with a fine toothed comb. Then once you done that you can let go and embrace the meditations as you should. At least that the process I went through.
If you can dig up old enough posts, you'd find that no one ask more or more niggley questions than I did. However, I finally learned that it's where your head and heart are that is important. That will get you from good to better and a long way to best.

Keep embracing it in whichever way is right for you, right now. And as always review the six secrets to success.
You are perfection.
Iam2
