beachwalker,

Have you considered the influence of your own words. Your words become your truth. And as long as you hold on to them no other opportunity can avail itself.

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Now when I see myself in the settled phase of the cycle with no farm and no trees of my own and very low paid uninteresting work with rude bosses I feel angry with myself.



Why would you choose to visualise that and create it as part of your reality?

If you move closer to your parents... are they going to have to take over the role model to help you keep your paradigm?

Consider using the Prosperity Paraliminal to have a great boss, great future where ever you are. Because no matter where you go you take yourself with you. Use the New History Generator to help you past some of the limitations. Have interesting work... make it a decision to be interested in work. Even a garbage collector can become interested enough in his work to be able to write an informative book that offers hints and help to the community.

I cannot tell you what you should want for yourself but I can suggest you turn that statement around and say. What if I could have an interesting job... what would make it interesting, What would I be doing that it's interesting for me? Where could I be working?

If I had a terrific boss... how would I be talking, working with them?

If I could buy a farm where would I buy one. How much would I need. How long would it take me to save it.

None of these things require follow through, just thinking more in the direction you want to go and what you want to experience and not staying stuck with the status quo.

Alex