Hi Vitaman:
Two things - only partially related to paraliminals, actually, although you may be able to figure out which to use after thinking about what I'm going to say here.
Can you think of some secondary gain you would have for remaining "stuck" when you recognize there might be benefits for moving forward? Seems to be a pattern here (which you appear to be aware of, by what you have written). Patterns sometimes show a common cause, or initial sensitizing element.
Have you considered doing some age regression work to see if there is something in the past that might be holding you in stuckness? Is there someone whom you know that would facilitate this for you? You might be able to do this for yourself to some degree by using "NHG" - use the CD to get on the correct timeline, and pause the CD or tape to explore it subconsciously, and then do the forgiveness, etc. around it. Then finish the CD.
Hope this helps.
Cheers!
Unis
