Dear Lost Cameleon,
It would seem that you have missed the point.
1st I have tried Eric Pepin's book, foundation course and other modules. If you actually read my posts on this thread you will see what I thought about him. ( I also have qualifications in the field of psychology)
2nd The trying too hard bit was directed to the Coyote.
3rd The fact that Eric constantly boasts about being enlightened and 'working his butt off to get there' just makes me feel that he is not enlightened at all and is only out to make money from those who he can convince to follow him.
4th I find him devisive and manipulative.
If your present choice is to follow Eric then that is entirely up to you. As an older female I found that my experiences with HB etc were much less than satisfactory. I will assume that you are, as is Coyote, a young man and therefore acceptable to Eric as one of his chosen 'White Cells.' As you have only been a follower for four months you are probably still in the infatuated stage. As Furry said Eric is not without gifts and certainly has 'the gift of the gab'.
However your choice is just that, YOUR choice - but definitely not mine.
Good Luck
Love and light
Faune
